Flash Fiction, Short story

The Pursuit of finding a Soulmate #2

Just a reminder to readers, this is fiction.

Log 2. Hypocrisy,

Hey guys!

The greeting is rhetorical by the way. I know I donโ€™t have an audience. If anyone does end up reading this in the future, Iโ€™ll probably be rolling around in my grave. Yep definitely 6ft under.

I forgot I started this thing to be honest. I wanted to make a place to put these useless thoughts and feelings of mine and I thought, โ€˜hey why donโ€™t you start a diaryโ€™. Iโ€™ve never tried to make these things before, it just seemed a waste of time. ย Yet now that Iโ€™m old I see the increasing value in a diary, itโ€™s a place to vent.

The frustrations of adulthood make me want to jump straight in front of a car sometimes, I mean I wouldnโ€™t do that (probably- donโ€™t tempt me), but with all the problems piling up lately I need a place to put all these feelings or I might explode.

Writing these things is a thousand times better than talking to people. People can be so annoying, they always want something from you whether that be your attention, your time, your love, your energy. They can be angered by even the smallest thing you do, even if you didnโ€™t intend to anger them. Being around people is like walking on egg shells. People are just so fragile. I hate dealing with them.

Even as I write this in my usual background of Starbucks I see all these people socialising with one another and just the sight of those couples, colleagues or friends just give me such a migraine.

Funny enough I feel kind of lonely, like Iโ€™m missing out. I guess Iโ€™m a hypocrite.

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